my valentine..

My dear............................ ,

There have been times during our journey together I have not been the type of person I want to be when I am with you. I know.

There have been times I should have shown you a little bit of kindness instead of impatience, I should have given you comfort instead of anger. I should have showered you with compassion instead of negativity and ridicule.

I also admit that I have abandoned you during the moments you need me the most. Wallowing in my weakness, I flee not knowing what to do leaving you alone to cope, in loneliness. However, despite my shortcomings, you have always been there for me. I am embarrassed to admit this but I feel like I don’t deserve you.. but there you stand beside me. Always.

When I am at my most vulnerable, I feel the strength of your soft embrace.
When I bash myself up, I hear your soft whispers of encouragement.
When I cry and feel all is lost, you wipe away my tears and tell me to smile..
You never leave me-. I just don’t hear you. Why? I don’t even know why. I’m sorry. I feel I have let you down in so many ways… Even as I say this I can feel your forgiveness and you telling me it doesn’t matter.

I haven’t said this for a while because I’ve taken it for granted. I think you know how I feel about you, so it’s not a big deal. But I’ve come to realize that it does matter and it is huge. So, I want to thank you for always being there for me, I want to thank you for keeping me in your warm loving arms, protecting me. I am blessed to have a glorious soul as you to guide me and Iam forever grateful for your constant, unconditional love.

With all of me, I love you.
Truly,

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After you have read the above, fill in the top part AND the bottom part of the letter with your name. Read it again, slowly.

everyday is valentine's day...

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