my valentine..

My dear............................ ,

There have been times during our journey together I have not been the type of person I want to be when I am with you. I know.

There have been times I should have shown you a little bit of kindness instead of impatience, I should have given you comfort instead of anger. I should have showered you with compassion instead of negativity and ridicule.

I also admit that I have abandoned you during the moments you need me the most. Wallowing in my weakness, I flee not knowing what to do leaving you alone to cope, in loneliness. However, despite my shortcomings, you have always been there for me. I am embarrassed to admit this but I feel like I don’t deserve you.. but there you stand beside me. Always.

When I am at my most vulnerable, I feel the strength of your soft embrace.
When I bash myself up, I hear your soft whispers of encouragement.
When I cry and feel all is lost, you wipe away my tears and tell me to smile..
You never leave me-. I just don’t hear you. Why? I don’t even know why. I’m sorry. I feel I have let you down in so many ways… Even as I say this I can feel your forgiveness and you telling me it doesn’t matter.

I haven’t said this for a while because I’ve taken it for granted. I think you know how I feel about you, so it’s not a big deal. But I’ve come to realize that it does matter and it is huge. So, I want to thank you for always being there for me, I want to thank you for keeping me in your warm loving arms, protecting me. I am blessed to have a glorious soul as you to guide me and Iam forever grateful for your constant, unconditional love.

With all of me, I love you.
Truly,

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After you have read the above, fill in the top part AND the bottom part of the letter with your name. Read it again, slowly.

everyday is valentine's day...

love n light

Fear

A few days ago i attended a conference on Malaysian entrepreneurs. To paraphase Pak Lah in his opening speech he said that " the problem with Malaysian entrepreneurs is that we are so gripped with fear that we cannot on move on a global level".

Fear often paralyses us. Neale Donald Walsch said somewhere that fear is the emotion that keeps us frozen by the curb,. caution is the emotion that makes us look left and right before crossing the road.

We should all learn to throw away fear and exercise caution.

light n love

and so it is..

i am beautiful
i am loved, i am love
i don't need anyone to validate me
i am
i see the bright light
i am the bright light shining into the hearts of many
i am flying to my higher purpose ..
and i will take them with me

and so it is

-thank you (yes ,you!) for allowing me to get here.

do you see them?

The Universe is always guiding us on the paths we have to take. i believe it only wants what is best for us.

The guidance comes in the most unexpected time and unimaginable ways ..it may be some familiar Rihanna tune floating on the radio, a website we stumbled across.., numbers that keep appearing, a word a child keeps repeating over and over again or a passage from a book we randomly opened... (ok , i know you get it!!) These are signs. Signs that only we understand and so appropriate.

We may say that its just a coincidence. i don't believe in coincidences. Coincidences are all fated. It has its story, its message in our lives.

We may get confused when we receive these signs but sometimes its because our ego or other factors get in the way. But its there to illuminate and help us,..if and only if, we want to see them.

So have you seen any signs today?

love n light